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I am completely overwhelmed.

1)Why hasn't my interview letter come yet?
2)Why is there so much drama to walk back into in MS?
3)What in the hell is wrong with my mother in law?
4)How am I going to get a job?
5)I am trapped in this cold apt, and I want to run. I would run to Pittsburgh, but there is drama there, I would run home, but there is drama there. I am safe here, but SICK of sitting in this apt. I just want to run away.
6)WHY WONT MY LAWYER MAIL ME BACK!?!?!? I'm so tired of emailing her & getting no results. There is probably little time...and she hasn't mailed me back!
7).........more snow is coming *cries*................................................

I don't think even 8 Xanax could help how I'm feeling today.

My buddy Jeremy just reminded me though of something I should do...get on my face, cry & just let it all out. Thats where I'm going.

Peace out.